Thanks all!

I do have my own L picked out. I believe that he wants to do mediation because it’s cheaper. But I won’t sign or agree to anything without consulting my L and I will talk to him about the process if we both just use our own L’s. I don’t know what H’s plans are for an individual L.

Had my IC appointment today. She was glad to hear I was messaging you guys. And that I have some friends that get what I’m doing. Well they don’t really understand it (I think until you’ve looked into anything like DB’ing you are clueless about it) but are supporting me. Thinks I’m doing well for how things are even though I don’t feel like it.

I need to keep reminding myself that most of what he’s doing right now is out of guilt. It looks so much like he’s being nice. I’m sure he’ll have his happy family man face on this weekend.