I'm really sorry MG. I'm sure this is not what you wanted to see.

I second what everyone else is saying in regards to no actions. Emotions are high and rightfully so. Now is the time to allow them to wash over you.

Turn off the phone. Put away the emails and social medias. Pull up a box and tissues and just let it out. And if you have a RL friend that you have confided in during this journey - get the support.

Don't engage with H. There are no answers or conversations to lessen the pain.

There will be another time for to discuss how to move forward. For now - it is time to take extremely good care of yourself.

((MG))