Thank you Catman for your response - I understand that all are different and I, too wouldn't want to derail an already confusing time in your life. Honestly, I don't even know how to navigate this sight well enough to go find your story. I hunted a bit and gave up. Will try again this weekend.

Hope you enjoy your weekend - promise me that you will do one thing each day that will make you smile. Do something each day that you don't have to do, but rather will enjoy doing. Enjoy some bird watching, get fascinated on how bees behave, make your favorite meal, pull some weeds (being productive is satisfying to me), etc. You get my drift. Find your inner joy, as small as it may be and smile. I'm slowly learning more about this gift called life and we are surrounded with so much beauty.

Take care and I'll seek your thread out.