Valeska is 100% correct.

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However, there is no doubt that my exploration of psychedelic substances was bad for my marriage. Though it was actually good for me, it was very bad for my relationship. I am still interested in exploring my consciousness via psychedelic substances.

Translated:

“I know drugs ruined my marriage. But I like drugs. I still choose to take them knowing my wife doesn’t like it and feels unsafe. Please help me get my wife back even though she’s my second highest priority.”

Don’t know why you’re here to be honest. You have a clear choice to give yourself a small chance at saving your marriage, and you are refusing to make that choice.

That’s okay, you’re an adult and you’re free to choose whatever you want.

But from the cheap seats, your choices are not congruent with coming to this website.