Thank you, MrP. I was definitely using this to vent. I want to scream all of that at W but know it will accomplish nothing except negatives.
I have some good friends that I'm confiding with, I'm going through a grief recovery class (next Thursday is the 8th out of 8 classes), and I have an ongoing schedule with IC. I do think I'll get there, but it's rough right now. The child situation is much more complicated than in my first D where it was just one kid with one mom. But I do remember feeling zero hope that that situation would ever feel good and it did. But knowing there's hoping and feeling hopeful are two very different things.
