Originally Posted by Sunflyer
It is never easy, but I put one foot in front of the other.

All said, I've lived some pretty great experiences in my life. I know there can be more. I am 58 years young. I feel pretty young; even W has told me over the years that I always looked younger than my age. Only giveaway is the graying hair lol. I don't have the hormones of a teenager anymore, but libido is still pretty good too.

It seemed strange to me at first, but I feel my self-perception is changing somewhat. I always had some insecurity about my looks. I used to look in the mirror and only see all the flaws. Now, for some reason, I am starting to ignore the flaws and look at the assets.

I think to myself, "W always liked that part of me. You know what? I like it, too. I'll never be Mr. Universe, but for a guy my age, that's not bad."

I was about the same age as you when I first arrived here.
I think you are on the right track and this is certainly a good place to post about it.

This journey is certainly one of self discovery and I am so glad you like the person that you see in the mirror.

I am sure that as time moves along you will like him even more.

Everything happens for a reason and although I never would have picked the path of coming here, I am so glad that I did.

Keep posting.