Thanks Kind. Yep I have started to stop wanting to talk about anything to do with H now. Like I said I have wasted so much energy and exhausted myself being dragged down by his rubbish. Now it’s my time to do me. I honestly realise whether he has or hasn’t doesn’t make any difference to the way this situation would have panned out. I realise I need to make myself whole again and put myself back together. Disneyland would be great but need to get through some of the current mess first before I fly across the world. D 14 would in no way wanna miss out either😂
Good luck Rock I hope you enjoy your time alone too. I never imagined I would have been actually looking forward to it Last time H went away a few weeks after BD I was a mess and messaging him all the time ( getting completely ignored) what an absolute madwoman 🫣
