I actually wanted to take a moment and thank you all for being there for me. Even thought, I am not doing DB'ing 100% right and sometimes not fully following the advice, I truly get lots of inspiration from this forum and everyone who helped me.

I would have definitely been in a worse state if it were not for everyone who supported me in this forum.

Please continue to challenge me and allow me to become the right person. Sending hugs and my deepest thank you to everyone!

I have killed it at work lately and significantly deepened my connection with friends and family as a result of this. I am planning to go on several big trips this summer to fully reset myself. Hopefully this will allow me to minimise the contact with W and enjoy the summer.