Hi Rejoice. I'm sorry you're going through this. It might be hard to fathom of it right now, when you are in the thick of your pain, but it will get better. I feel so much calmer and stabler now than I did three months ago. I second bttrfly's advice. Tattoos are permanent. Unless you are willing to spend more money on removal in the future (and I hear it's a painful process). Nothing against tattoos, of course, and I completely understand the desire to just do something. It's just that you're currently in a very emotional state and it's best to not make any big changes until you gain your bearings.