Yesterday was a tough one. Started feeling really down and lonely. Even though she’s here and things are “ok”, we don’t really talk much about anything of real substance. I miss having my W, feels like a roommate. Talking to friends isn’t the same as being able to sit and chat in the evening with the person you have loved for 30+ years. The loneliness is very difficult sometimes. Good thing is I didn’t bring it up to W. Just a crappy day.
I hear you. It's an incredibly difficult situation, and it certainly does get lonely at times. Hang in there...