Thanks everyone. My employee called me this morning… she told me the story, it’s a big investigation and the suspect is in jail without parole: the suspect was his college roommate. Mom is feeling guilt, anger, peace, and every emotion you could imagine. We are going to do everything we can to support her.
Today I had an appointment with my metabolic specialist, 10 weeks since I’ve been on this medication. First time she saw me in person since my first 2 appointments in 2021( we did virtual) in the beginning, I told her what was goal was and she gave me an extra 20 lbs to lose on top of that according to the number on the scale and my BMI.
Well, today, she said “I was wrong. Anyone would see you and ask why are you even here, you look amazing! I am adjusting your goal to the one you set. Your BMI and your scale weight is not an accurate reflection of what you look like” She was proud of my weight loss and activity. It felt good to be validated off the scale. I know my number does not correlate to my size. I wear 2-3 sizes smaller than most with my BMI. My lean muscle mass has been measured and it’s much higher than average. But the number gets stuck in your head. I’m happy with how the appointment went, with how I look and feel.
We went to the game tonight and we had a 3-0 shutout. Seats were great. I did meet up with hockey guy in between period. He had the club seat section and grabbed treats for D. Anyways. No, I didn’t do it yet. I didn’t say anything and he apologized and said he’s really not trying to be a dick ( my big issue is his lack Of effort in spending time together) and he made plans for Sunday. We shall see. I’m still on the fence. I have come so close multiple times to breaking this off. I’m weak, I guess. And I happen to be much weaker this time of year.
I look forward to my 2 Christmas parties this week. Thursday and Saturday. Should be a blast. And neither of them are for my current job, lol.
MY GAL has been strong. Almost too strong. I’m happy to have Friday off. I need to relax and catch up. Which is why I wont party too hard. I can’t afford to lose a day to a hangover.
