Lh, Yes, I see that with myself. I want to pursue, I want to control this. But I can not. And yes I have invented excuses to reach out. I need to fight that impulse and push through the urges... ugh so hard at times. I have never been one for much self control over the years, something else I need to work on.
Meeting out with my family for diner tomorrow to celebrate nieces B day. I need to get out of the house, been cooped up and healing. Next Saturday I have my first volunteer day with the animal shelter that I got my fur babies from. Got a bad(good) feeling that this is going to lead me down the crazy cat lady path. But I am ok with that.
I also need to get a job, have been going through the motions, but have not really focused on getting one. Plus as soon as I can heal up from surgery, I am joining the local gym.
