Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Well I'm here again just a quick update. Its been 3 days since the trying talk and things are going steady very slow but steady. H didnt come over Monday but had already stated I didnt want him to think he had to be here every day Hell that would be just like him coming straight home. Didnt expect to see him last night cos footy was on but over he came which made me feel a touch glad AND he didnt even ask to watch the footy at my house lol I asked if he would like to watch it and he said if your not watching anything!!! We sat and watched a bit of tv the kids were around so we played it cool. Just talking and stuff. When he went at the end of the night he kissed me!!!!!! bearing in mind it was only a peck but its better than what I was getting lol and i got a hug too. I am trying not to hold out too much hope on the expectations and am keeping real cool about the physical things (dont want to rush him and make him think OMG too much too soon)

I dont know wethere he understands that I understand that he is not going to be able to jump back in to be like we used to be as a couple but dont want to press that onto him either and just not acting like we are a full blown couple if ya know what I mean.

But taking it slowly is obviously the best way and as long as it takes I am gonna do my best


Hugs HB