it's been a little over a week now - and things have become difficult pretty quickly.
H and I attended a party this weekend with a lot of old friends of ours, and mixed with some newer friends. H did not approach me, i always had to walk up to him. often he found a reason to walk off.
he is very angry and resentful of me right now, and honestly i am scared to death that he is going to decide to leave again. he is snippy and i can't seem to do anything right even though i am doing everything in my power to make our moving back in together a smooth transition for all.
it's like all of the emotions he was feeling when he came back this time are gone. i am not sure what to do. we have not started counseling yet, i guess that is going to have to come very soon. i am so thankful to be starting our life over again, but i am also worried that he is never going to be able to let go of the past. i know, i know, give it time.
