I Don't Want To Be Here

[Astimegoeson]

Sorry Charlie! Nobody really wants to be here, but it does help to vent to others that are going through the same issues.

I understand completely the need to "express". Been there, done that, with absolutely no affect what so ever on WAW. The only thing it did was create more anxiety and emotional stress for myself. It was like trying to reason with a 6 year old in my case.

I also understand the need for a resolution on your situation, you've been at it some time now. I to am in limbo with no easy solution. I wish I could do something to change my situation one way or the other, but I can't because I have no control over my waw's actions. She's unconsciously holding up my life. I'm having difficulty separating our financial issues and she's in no shape to support herself even with child support. It's really frustrating for me. When I'm feeling trapped by my situation, I think about what a bright future I could still have without my waw in it and it helps me cope. Don't know if that will help you, but playing mind games on ourselves is a affective remedy.

Anyway, hang in there and don't be shy,we understand what your going through and can help alleviate the alienation and abandonment your feeling.