Well the Wildman inside of me went to a Brazilin steakhouse for lunch. For those of you who never been to one let me describe it briefly. There is a awesome salad bar, but that is not why you come to this place, then the waiters walk around with 16 types of meat on swords. Yeah, it was only 16 because it was the lunch menu - theres more with dinner. It is all you can eat. Sorry for the vegans out there, but if you like to eat animal carcus it is great.
The W has emailed me twice today and I have yet to respond. I will have to call her later because I have no idea where t-ball practice is for my daughter.
Her one email informed me that she got called into work. She can say no. To justify her going in she now tells me that she got called in. Little does she know that I know that she puts herself on the volunteery oncall list. She used to thankful for the fact that she did not have to work and used work as an outlet. Her co-workers used to make fun of her calling her shifts princess shifts(she would only go in for 4hrs at a time). Now she is hiding in her work. It breaks my heart to see the devastation that she has caused and how selfish she really is being. I do not mean to be bad mouthing my wife she really is an amazing woman, but she is not my wife at this time...she's NUTZ...... I need to come down on myself as much as I do my wife. Our sitch is a product of both of us failing to meet each others needs. I am seeing my faults but am afraid if she nevers comes along side of me that I will not see them all.
Patience, Patience, Patience....... this will take time. (Sorry talking to myself again)
I will update everyone later, there probably won't be much to tell but then again you never know.
