I had a doctor's appointment scheduled for a couple of weeks from now and called to reschedule it for next Wednesday (soonest he had available). I feel like my mood swings are getting worse rather than better, but it may just be because I haven't been taking the medication for long enough yet.
Woke up at 1:30 am, was able to get back to sleep, then woke up again at 3:30 am and couldn't get back to sleep until around 7 am.... Finally took some more sleeping pills to get me some more rest.
Then, woke up in tears again... I honestly do NOT understand why I am backsliding so much with my emotions... I feel worse than I ever have about this whole thing. Where is all of this coming from? How do I cope? I feel like at any given moment that I could just sit down and talk to him and say I've had it. I just want happiness and stability in my life again...
Have to run and get some work done but just wanted to post and say hi and thanks for the advice. Keep it coming, please!!!!
