My mood is improving and with each day that I don't have to deal with him, it gets better. Even when I do deal with him, it reinforces my decision. He is absolutely stuck in this fantasy world. I am going to continue moving on and doing what I need to do for me and the kids.
I have realized that I can't be with someone when the only person giving is me. Even last night, he came over to see the kids for a whole hour.....WOW!!!!! And then had to rush out to meet up with a friend to see the basketball game. He can't talk about our future because you see, basketball is so much more important...again, reinforces my decision!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."