F-it I am shaving my head, getting a tatoo and joining a motorcycle gang..... ok maybe not..
I agree.... I now see how much of my former self that I have given up. Before I was married I played Baseball and fished on a daily basis. Since I was getting payed to play baseball it was easy to set time aside for it.
Well last night was uneventfull. At her moms request my W went to her parents house. She came home somewhat relaxed, I have no idea what/if anything occured besides my FIL appologizing for yelling at my W.
Our interactions were pleasant last night. She still will not touch me, but she sleeps in the same bed with me nightly. WTF....
Well the puppy cried most of the night which was not a surprise to me but the wife seemed annoyed. I haven't had a good night sleep in months, so waking up to the dog was better then waking up to my mind racing.
My W called me eary this morning because the puppy had her up. The puppy for the second day in a row crapped in her cage and then pissed on the carpet. As my wife described to me her morning I couldn't help but laugh...it actually felt good to laugh at her and tell her I told you so. I knew this what having a puppy would be like. At this point I actually feel the puppy is a good addition to the sitch. I think the puppy will be a good distraction to all of us - especially my W.
Well I better put my head down and get some work done today. My daughter has T-ball practice this evening which should be fun.
Here is to being warriors. I won't go as far as calling us wimps... that might be how we are feeling... but I don't think that is true for any of us.
