Making the leap - Hopefully wount Jinx it!

[limbo]

HMM I did read it and responded.
We are very much alike!

I do want to calm down and enjoy the ride, but I find it so hard, because so much has the potential to be impacted by his actions, I guess that does make me a control freak! But I am not usually.
I just don't want my world to be blown apart again! But I will try, I will release some of my control in order to give him the benefit of the doubt, to show that I can love him unconditionaly.

But as you all know its not going to be easy!