Thanks for the great advice, Penny. I realize that I have just had "one of those days" for whatever reason, I guess mostly the sress of coming home and not knowing what to expect... It's reall draining. AND I know I'm not supposed to have any expections. It just feels funny that he wasn't at the office ALL DAY today - that's unusual. And I had to drive by the job site to check on some things later tody - no sign of him there, either.
I know that there are a million different things he could have been doing yesterday and today, but your mind always thinks the wrost when it doesn't know the truth...
Am still working on the whole office move back to the house. The tiny problem right now is a timing issue, as were are tring to get some spaces leased up, and I take care of all of that usually. So I usually just schedule an appt to meet them, but it's only about a 10-15 minute drive for me to get there, whereas from home it would be about 25 minutes. We're getting closer and closer to getting these units all rented out, and I don't want to jeopardize that.
I may start with a baby step of just bringing some files home with for a day and just working on them from home and see how it goes being home by myself. You're right, Penny, I need to make this a safe environment for me.
So I'm not exactly sure of the plan of attack for moving the office yet. I may want to wait this weekend and give us a few days t see what/if any this trip and my reactions to it affected him, if at all...
Maybe he just disappeared today to get me back somehow by disappearing??? Who knows.
Have taken all my nightly meds now and am much more calm now - and exhausted. So still haven't seen, spoken with, or heard from H since Friday.... This so hard...
