I just thought I would pop back over from my post where i vented and vented. Remember how you were going to say "OK God I need some help here. You got to make me strong at least help me handle it" It is amazing how well it works. I need to remember that too. Keep try it. It at least makes you think you are in control.
Imlin is right you will do a lot better at home in your own office. Make it so you will enjoy being there. If you have to put up some new decorations to make it have a new fun relaxing atomshere where you want to be go do it. Change it to make it have the energy that you are needing. I went and bought new paint and wall paper for the bedroom to give it a fresh look that maybe it would make me feel better about myself. I think it would help you tooo. Just a thought. We have to think GAL and every little bit helps. I was surprised at my self how I had become so obsessed with this whole A deal and H that I really had to work at becoming creative again. I think you are there too. I am starting to get where I can concentrate again at work. I think alot of it is reading your posts and all the advice you have gotten and the support. It makes you realize you are not alone and you do have the support. I feel bad about my H at times because his family knows and they are a big family and they support me. So I think it makes it tough at times.
Not that I don't have relapses like I had yesterday and today. I just set myself back a long ways with H. I just vented on my feelin lost what do I do thread.
Well 2940 I just wanted to give you alittle encouragement that we can all use. Remember you are not alone. Try and get a good night sleep..... You had posted why I was still typing away. I know what you mean about wanting a hug and someone to come home too. I actually when I had my agrument with H today I told him it was frustrating and it was really lonely for me. We are all here for you and that each one of us is giving you a big HUG today.....
