It must be in the air. I had a melt down for a while yesterday too. It is so tough trying not to think if they are with the OW and why they aren't around or in my case doesn't answer his phone or call or come home to help. It just is hard to figure. Which is our problem we shouldn't be thinking about that. It is easier said than done.
I won't take up to much time I have to go to my thread and tell how I had a arguement with H today over kids and then it turned into OW arguement ( which I swore I wouldn't do but we know how to push each others buttons.)
Great job of researching about moving company. That is the START. I agree just do it and if he asks I agree with imlin "Hey it just works better for me to work at home".
You are making progress, everytime you make a step it empowers me to take a step. Just keep your head up. I know its hard not to have the melt downs but it is getting a little easier to pick myself up and I think it is for you too.
I have to do some work tonite. Will try and check on you later.
I agree with ImLIn about the Xanex. 3 at a time seems like an awful lot. Please do find out about that and mixing the different drugs together. Sometimes that isn't a good combination.
Have a good night if I don't make it back tonight and remember you are GAL and improving each day.
