wow...what a ride...I will get caught up with you later....
I do want to tell you that I think you are doing really good despite the meltdowns...I had plenty of those...but notice you are picking yourself up and moving forward after each one...not staying static...
Also...I would move out of the office without a word as well..when he asks I would say..."Well, I decided it would be easier for me to work from home and whether we continue in business or not my office will work for me at home!"...that way you are not committing to being used as a business partner should the R/M come to end at some point down the road..
I would like you to do some research on Xanax...my concern would be rebound effects when you stop taking it...and is it safe for you to take 3 at a time...that sounds like bordering on an overdose....and same for sleeping pills...educate yourself so you can take care of yourself...
I am exhausted...I will get back to you soon...thinking I need a trip to Vegas for me...and I don't gamble but love the weather!
