Thanks so much for your advice. Don't have much time right now but wanted to write and let you know that I researched moving companies today and know who I'm going to choose when I'm ready to move.
Am having another tearful day today. Went to the therapist this morning and was telling her about all that I have been working on. I felt okay afterwards. But then I got up to the job site. H was not there, and I was not going to stop if he was there. I got a few things done at the job site, and that is where I got sad and started crying again...
I'm feeling hopeless again... I don't feel like I can take this pain anymore. I have so much work to do and just don't care. I'm tired of crying and hurting all the time...
Please give me more encouragement, guys. I don't know where all of this pain is coming from all of a sudden. I wasn't doing this poorly before. Something has "snapped" in me. I'm scared... I just want to be happy again. I know I need to GAL and that that will help a lot, but I'm having a hard time pushing myself to do that. I don't feel like being around anyone right now...
