We have had another "talk" and I explain things and communicate well. As always, he understands and vowes to try. I think I need to learn how to cope and accept more than I need to make it better. I have tried everything I can think of to make it better but I know I cannot do it alone. I have to somehow find a way to accept that things have changed and this is really who he is and be able to get on with life and find things that make me happy like my kids and such. I cannot keep thinking and worrying and being rejected like this, I feel very unhealthy. Is there anything/book you can suggest for looking at things in this way? I dont want to walk away but I need a change in the worst way!!!! As always, thank you for your time!!!
