Hey girl! What's the update? Anything new? I snooped a bit this weekend. I know, I know, what good does it do? I now have a better idea of who is "friend" is and I know he is still calling her. Not sure how I feel about this. I think a lot of my feelings are getting packed away to be taken back out & dealt w/ once he leaves for the year. Right now, I'm just focusing on the M and, unfortunately, H all the time and trying to make sure he's happy and hopefully seeing things differently in our R. I guess once he's gone and there isn't much more for me to do besides call/write, etc. and keep it together here while he's gone, I'll have more time to ponder how I feel about him. Sometimes I'm afraid that one of these days, after all of this is said & done, I'm going to start looking at HIM differently! He's truly said & done a lot of things that could one of these days turn me very resentful and start disliking him just like he has felt about me.
Not trying to hijack your thread, but thought maybe you are feeling the same way at times?
Hope things are ok.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
