whose guilt is it anyway? Sounds like a game show. Do you mean LBS guilt at "not trying hard enough" or WAS guilt for walking?

I realize the "not trying hard enough" part is a bit laughable. After all I have my 1 year pin. That's hard enough for anybody.

Jen, she does not know about the year. I read it was the minimum time suggested in order to feel you'd done it all. I have not been perfect but I have lasted under fire and shown unbelieveable determination and steadfastness. (is that a word?) I am really insulted by her behavior of just disappearing. I have been advised to disappear on her (DB coach, whatsis, don't think me crazy!) Perhaps my problem is either I'm spineless or too nice.

I had a "med check" last week with a new psych MD and I am getting a mood elevator. (hope it goes all the way to the top) Given the disappointment I feel thank god for a new med.

Well I guess some people just have no morals. (inside joke, sorry)

I have a shovel and I'm not afraid to use it.
Stubby