I give you so much credit - I had one week of H calling and txting her when I was in bed - he NEVER did this stuff in front of me. It was sooo hard not to snoop with him at home - that is why he had to go. I could not live with him and 'her' it was killing me.
You are being so strong and yes he gives you some words of encouragement - but it gets old just getting his scraps right??? Do not be to hard on yourself we all backslide, just learn from it and do better next time. You are in a much more difficult sitch than I ever was - give yourself some due credit!
PMA and remember those baby steps!!
HB
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing