well just a little journaling: Alot going on. SL had surgery and ended up at our house for the weekend. This means spouse ended up in OUR bed for 2 nights. We hosted a big party for a friend Sat night and a good time was had by all. Spouse did not email and spent the night at home.

And then last night. After reading to D7 and getting her down for the night I come out to find I am alone. Spouse gone, car gone, no phone call, nothing. So this is what we've come down to. Wow. Why is it that people are so disappointing? Gutless?

She was home this morning and it appeared her bed had been slept in. In the beginning of this mess I read and decided I'd give myself a year. My year is up. Now what?

I have a shovel and I'm not afraid to use it.
Stubby