Nicola,
Right now I too want to run away from it all. I'm not sure that I can 'resist' that temptation for much longer. I am constantly looking for jobs elsewhere (even abroad) and the only reason I haven't applied yet is b/c the money isn't good enough. Right now I'm frightened that I am going to add to my children's pain but whilst acknowledging that I know I can't deny my own pain any longer.

I understand


Me 43
XH 45
M 2.7.88
Divorce 7.10.09
Kids D20,S17 & D15