Going round to see the kids this arvo. Won't be saying or doing anything stupid in regard to w & her actions. Just going to catch up with and advise kids that if om is staying there and they don't like the idea all they have to do is call me and I will come and get them and they can sleep over at my place.
I will have to get a place of my own so this can be more doable in the future. I will have to double, no triple my income for this to happen. I have done it before so I can do it again. This time I will be in control.
Feel like telling w only to talk to me if it is about kids or asset separation. But you and I know I will not.
Don't think he is moving in but you never know.
Wish w would use the cheap bandaids, you know the ones that fall off in an hour.
Havent been to my Monday night meditation group much this year so am going tonight.
Felt a bit iffy once or twice today at work but but have been a lot worse, so pma is building slowly.
Here is a quote from an intro to a song. I don't know who it is, probably Hunter S Tompson"...
"There was no point in looking back. F*&k no. Not today thank you kindly. My heart was filled with joy. I felt like a monster reincarnation of Horatio Alger. A man on the move and just sick enough to be totally competent."
