That's the whole point. You do want him to think you are OK.
No, I DON'T want him to think I'm okay with continuing the business if we don't stay together. I DO want to let him see that I'm going to get on with my life and be strong, but I'm scared that he is going to think that I'm okay with letting him continue R with OW and that I'm just going to let that continue and am working on finding a way to stay in business with him without our R in tact? Does that make sense?