Ok, So I get served last week as most of you know. The papers were awful..H asking for everything..blah. Our court date is in 2 weeks...WARNING ,this is a long one!

H asked me to keep the kids yesterday b/c he had to work..keep my two and my stepson...said OK. he worked for a little while and neglected to tell me that my other stepson had baseball practice....I did not drop kids off until after 2. Ruined the plans I had to go shopping.

Ask him about the practice and why he lied...he just totally looked at me with NO RESPONSE...

Well, I have about had it so when I called to talk to kids this morning I decided to talk to him...
Basically told him the divorce papers were cruel and that having me served without telling me was mean too. H says his L told him not to tell me...I said you know me and your L doesn't and it was very unfair especially in front of the kids!! He said he felt bad...

I then proceeded to tell him about all the rumors I have been squashing...from me having post partem depression to being mentally ill to kicking him out of the house to the lastest...I was the one having an A!!!!!!!!!

I told him he made the choice to get a D and he should be a man enough to tell people the truth...that OW is in the picture. I also told him he left with excuses and that is no way to end a marriage...

Soo my mouth continues and tell him everything that D5 is going through b/c of the situation...does not answer me again...I then tell him that my stepson is glad that H did not say we were getting a divorce...just "probably" How in the h3ll can you do that to your son to offer false hope????

I continued with the $$ situation...he has only given me 300 in the past two weeks...that is the daycare bill for one week!! H said something about getting a bonus check the end of the week and he will give me the whole thing...we will see...

NOW we start about when he is taking kids this week...H had the $^%% nerve to tell me we would wait and see what the weather was like on Thursday before he decides b/c if it is nice he is going to want to have baseball practice!! I did not flip out on him but can you imagine???? HE then proceeds to tell me he can't take them his next weekend b/c he has a wedding to go to with OW.

Someone tell me where he gets off "dating" and whatever else he is doing while he is still married!!! H also admitted we had a good relationship but I changed when the baby was born...BS He also said this is a "want" thing and he doesn't want to.

At that point I ended conversation...I am glad I got things out but he is such a jerk...Oh..funny reason why he picked the most notorious L in our state...H said years ago I said I was much smarter than first wife and if H ever wanted a divorce I would be ten times worse because I learned from her and then some...I beleive this was the same JOKING conversation that H said he would never ever divorce me...he would rather live in misery! So he paid a 6k retainer b/c of something I jokingly said years ago!

I guess it is really over...I am so sad for my family and he doesn't seem to care.