Thread locked up so I am starting a new one here for the time being.
I have not spoken to STBXH for 2 days now. I don't forsee him contacting me except to see the kids. In this instance, I am going to tell him not to come around for a while. I just can't deal with him being around right now. I am not keeping him from seeing the kids. Because in the end, if he truly wanted to be with them, he would do whatever it took to come see them. He would at least call and ask me when he could see them.
I am just frustrated right now. My funk is starting to improve but it is still tough to get through each day. It will get better.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
