This is probably a trivial thing, but it made me feel really bad today, so, I thought I could share it.
H forwarded an email ad to me today that I used to get on our home email account. He had a new email id. The cable provider changed, so he probably had to get rid of 'our' email id and get a new one. I'm sure OW is pleased, because the old one was sort of generic, but specifically referred to the two of us, not by name. I haven't used 'our's because he had the password, and the computer. I guess, if he had chosen a different id, I might be happy and see it as a good sign. But, his new ID, has the name of the town he lives in with OW. So, that would seem to mean he sees it as his permanent address. I hate the name of that town. I even hate that when I watch weather.com, that town has now been added to the radar map. So, now I have to see it whenever I see the weather.
H did not even add a personal msg to the mailing, like to say, 'I thought you might want this link, to change it to your email id'. I almost didn't open it, because of the topic, I thought it was junkmail. But, the short name of the sender showed up as H first name, so I opened. I'm guessing it was his way to tell me he had a new id. But, why would he do that? I never sent mail to ours. I didn't use ours, he did.
I'm trying to figure out if he used that mailing as an excuse to give me the new email. Or, is it to show me that he plans to stay in that town? Or, if for some reason, he now thinks I want that link.... it was for a cooking magazine. I used to cook gourmet dinners for us all the time. It was the only thing I can say I was passionate about, and pretty good at. Now, I rarely cook anything more complicated than egg salad!
Funny how the tinest thing like this, can cause anxiety and pain, and ruin a perfectly good stay-in morning.
