hi Rainbow, UA,

yes this time it's very very hard. it's basically an avoidance of each other. it just sucks when you have nobody to talk to. i just can't help it, sometimes i become so emotional and just suddenly cry....or get angry.

thanks to you.....you know you just being there lighten things a bit. i try to take into heart what you guys are saying and hopefully learn. \:\)

UA, thanks also for the email. i've just read it.
i just hope i could find a job soon.


God Bless always...

--r--