He is leaving to be alone to THINK - now what?

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H picked up the kids for an out of town weekend fun. The kids are really looking forward to it. H told the kids he was away for business trip (which is normal). But S6 got skeptical. I told them Fri night that daddy is coming on Sat to take them on a trip. Now, usually daddy comes back in the evening after a business trip. Sat morning, S8 asked, "Where is daddy? Was he here last night?" He just does not understand why daddy is coming back on a morning. S8 is not asking much but I am sure he senses something.

Anyway, here's the big news. While h was here waiting for the kids to get ready, we talked a bit. Last communication was how I blew up at him over text messages about not wanting to hear from him till he is "DONE WITH ME, DONE WITH HER, OR YOU HAVE DIED". Well, he asked me out for dinner in about 10 days. I told him "You know what I said." He said, "Yes, and I am asking you out to dinner." So, I guess the BIG DAY is coming. I am VERY SCARED, yet calm. I am making myself to have NO EXPECTATIONS. His decision was to be "her, me, or leave both if he cannot decide." I know the third option is a real possibility. I am starting to think this is like those murder mystery movie. The suspence is driving me crazy. But this is h, never say anything until he has everything planned out.