I am really feeling down right now. I bought tickets to take the girls to see my Mom in Florida, and we leave tommorow morning.
I called my mom, and this is the first time I really let her know what I've been going through. She is excited to see me and the girls, but feels horrible that this is happening to my family.
God, I feel alone. I need some strength. I need to stop thinking about the possibility of losing my family, and having my childrens lives torn apart.
