Brandnewday,

I am going to sound needy here. I can not see the reality of my situation. YOu are being so supportive and telling me what I want to hear. After the last year of hurt and pain, I need to know some truth here.

Do you see TJ coming home here?

I believe we still have the eye of the storm, a reconnection and depression, withdrawl and acceptance to go. But the next step seems to be a call from him. Telling me he misses me, mistake, tears........
Then I will know that we have the rest of the trip in front of us.
I look at situations here on the board and can see it all working out.
Are you telling me that I could be one of them?
Never mind the hope think. I have that in boatloads. I have a great PMA and GAL. But I need sight from an outsider.
Is this getting close to the first "I made a mistake"??????


Bomb 1/06
D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature.
Divorce final October 31, 2008.
OW looks like bad history. Over.
Still hopeful. Baby steps.
In R with my X.