I'm new here and need help

[hannahsmom]

Hi everyone
I am doing well - although I had a tough day today and decided to come here - it worked - feeling better

I got a wonderful new job that has kept me busy
Mu husband is still in counseling - he has gone back to inviting me to do things ( go for walks - go to the movies etc)
I had a weak moment last time we went walking and asked him if he still felt like he didnt want to stay ( its been over 6 months since the bomb but hes still home )
He implied he is staying around until D is out of high school ( June 08)
He seems much happier these days - not so grumpy and selfish - I am trying to still detach and not live and die on everything he says or does
A day at a time
My birthday is next week and I'm dreading it because I dont want to feel so unloved like I sometimes do
So once again I will focus on my daughter and my friends and try to be a friend to myself also


Thanks for checking in

HM