I understand. H wants a D. I told him that he will figure out how much we mean to him and how big of a mistake he has made in walking out, not necessarily out of the house but out of the family and M.

He came over a little while ago because I had tm him about needing formula and diapers. He brought them over and we talked for a few. He said that he had the cell phone because he tried to give it back to her and she said to keep it. I know that this is probably a lie. Because if he really wanted to end things, he would have left the phone no matter what.

So, at this point, I have to get my head together and move forward with the D. If in the future, he decides that he wants to reconcile.....we shall see where I am in my life. I am not saying that it is impossible after a D, I just know that he has to be 10000% committed to me and a new relationship and family. If he can't do that, then there will be absolutely no way that I will put myself in that position.

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"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."