it's ok....I am the one that made the decision to make him leave. I couldn't get attached to him again and then him starting up the A again and leaving. That would hurt even worse.
Only God knows if he will truly realize what he has left, down the road. Should he figure it out, maybe I will be here and maybe I won't.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
