I do understand what you are saying and I can understand how he is feeling too, but it doesn't make it any easier.
To be honest, I almost always have a question in my head about is what he is saying he's doing is true.
I hate being this way, I hate doubting so much, I hate that I am so uncertain about everything, I do want to trust him, and feel comfortable again.
But sometime wonder if thats ever going to happen again!


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda