I do understand what you are saying and I can understand how he is feeling too, but it doesn't make it any easier. To be honest, I almost always have a question in my head about is what he is saying he's doing is true. I hate being this way, I hate doubting so much, I hate that I am so uncertain about everything, I do want to trust him, and feel comfortable again. But sometime wonder if thats ever going to happen again!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!