I am glad to have found this thread, but saddened of the adversity that faces us. I am encouraged by your faith and I too had to get the spot where I have had to give up my wife and family to God. If it is his will for my family to stay intact I will rejoice and if it is not(this will be hard for I am flesh and weak) I need to rejoice in that he has something better planned for our lives. theoden said it best in above reply, God gives us all free will and even though our choices may go againest his will he will use it for the betterment of his kingdom.
I will keep you in my prayers. Remember 1 John 4:4 " ....he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world"
