Aud, Coming in from the other side of the thread and am so sorry to hear about the current events. One impression I received when I first read your new post was how totally grounded it sounds. There was no fly off the handle emotions, trigger responses or mud slinging. I for one am congratulating you on an immense amount of progress. You have done so well with all your efforts but I have to agree with OSU and the others. I think going dark and melding into the LRT is a good option. For some strange reason I don't get the impression that it is the end, though I certainly get the feeling that your rope of tolerance is willfully slipping through your fingers. Hey no real advice coming from me other than I am really proud in how you are handling yourself and YOU should be too...peace
