wish i could've met someone by now. someone to hang out with or just someone to talk to. but that wouldn't ease the pain. i'm hurting so much right now that i don't feel like sleeping. i feel like staying up and crying. i told myself i wasn't going to do that but i feel it coming. wish i had xanax right now.
maris, i think i can meet you in waco one of these weekends when he has the kids. he hasn't had them lately, we've been spending the weekends together. but i think i may just tell him to keep them one weekend so we can finally just have a cup of coffee and talk away................
me = 34 H = 35 kids = 3 worst day of my life: march 24, 2006 he filed: april 20 Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.
