Bizarre situation

[geordie]

Well the rollercoaster continues......found out that OW and H have moved out of apartment and into a house (he dropped himself in it)....although he denies it's anything other than him just going with her (nothing they bought together).

Something just made me say "so do you think you will ever come home?". He hung his head and said "I would love to". Whoaaaa......What the F**??????????

Trying not to get my hopes up but over the last few days he has said similar things but with the caveat that it's not so easy to just come home. I'm trying to DB and validate etc but I just want to get his stuff and bring it all back.

We were talking today when he got a text. I asked who from...and he told me it was OW...so there's an improvement as he usually ignores my question when it relates to her.

Hopes dashed again today when he said that he is not working on Easter Sat - I suggested we may do something together that night but he said he was planning on going back to OW on Sat morning after his Friday night-shift......I guess I am starting to wonder how he can want to come home but not want to spend any time with me...........??? Is this what I'm going to have to live with for another few months?????