You are so right about how I feed negative thoughts and let them take over. This has always been a problem for me. I tend to feel if I look on the bleak side I can't be dissappointed and could be pleasantly surprised. All the while it was happening when H was late I kept on trying to calm myself down and tell myself I was being ridiculous but my fear got the better of me.
I will read the do nothing and act as if sections I must admit I cannot even remember the do nothing section at all.
You are right it is early days unfortunately H doesn't seem to see this. I feel a little annoyed really because he has taken all this time (almost four months) to feel right about the intimacy side of things and I had to just wait and be patient and now he has that sorted in his head he thinks that's it everything should be normal and happy ever after now!! I'm like errr hello what about me I have issues too!! I cannot quite believe he has gone from needing all that time to just click your fingers its all sorted now. Unbelievable!
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Hang on in there IP....I would love to meet up with you one day if that's possible, IMO you're one amazing lady!!!
Hey wouldn't that be great! You were my inspiration when I first came to these boards because you had just started to get somewhere with your H and I went right back to the beginning of your thread to see how you achieved it!
