I heard from my wife about an hour ago and our conversation was pleasant... I am a bit confused.... Our kids are at my parents so she can enjoy sometime alone. She was actually waiting to get a pedicure when she called. It is nice to hear her being normal, but, hard at the same time. When it comes to us there is no talk of us. When we do talk about our relationship she is saying that "She doesn't want to spend the rest of her life with me and that she made a mistake 7 years ago marrying me". Ouch.... I am trying to not pressure her at all and work on myself. Actually I have been working on myself for the last month. I'm just now stopping the I love you, TM, emails, etc..... Not that my M has improved, because I don't think it has, but my wife doesn't seem as cold because of me stopping the pressure. I love my wife and family dearly. I pray that this emotional affair stops and that my wife realizes that our relationship is worth salvaging.
My oldest daughter is going to be turning 5 in a couple of weeks. Does anybody think it is strange that my wife is buying my daughter a puppy? Neither of us has ever owned a dog let alone train a puppy. Is my wife saying something by getting a dog... Or am I trying to read into something that has no message?
